Well.
12 incredibly long days later..I got a phone call.
Granted, 10 days ago i had gotten an email BUT we all know an email is not nearly the same as getting to hear their voice.
IT was the weirdest thing. for about the week, I was fine. I knew they were in "River City" which is when they cant talk, etc. But then, I just had a breaking point. One day I was super depressed, I didnt want to talk to anyone, to do anything. I just wanted to hear from Shelb. I just wanted to know he was okay, I was mad, sad, etc. Well then the next day, I didnt hear anything, again. And I was..okay. I knew in my head he couldnt call, and he will as soon as he can, and I knew he would, but they prolly still didnt have access. And then I got a call yesterday, which was amazing. I guess its just one of those "days" I had. Its hard going through days without hearing from your husband. My gosh, I know everything about him. I know how his day went, where he is, etc. Its hard not knowing how he is today, what he is doing, what happened at work, etc. But, when I talked to him it sounded like we will beable to talk more often now! andddd. As of RIGHT NOW, shelby will be coming home with advanced party, which means he will be coming home ONE MONTH early! thats super exciting for me.. but then again super stressful! lol. Because now I have to move back a month earlier..possibly. and change our apt on the waiting list, which I am worried we could lose if we have to change the dates back and forth...anyways!

Well, today since its been raining, our huge tournament that we had today cancelled, so I am off work!! Sooo Im going to hang with Jen and the boys and veg out on junk food, and movies! :) yayyy!